haven't blogged for some time now. We had our weekend in Rome, it was great. Things got really heated between us before we went, we talked we went away, things were good. We came back and nothing had changed really, i feel a fool i feel like shit! We've shouted and screamed at each other, he's had his hands round my throat, he's thrown furniture around and i laughed in his face...sounds really fucked up doesn't it!! I won't, i refuse to be scared of any man, i won't be intimidated i don't care what they do to me, i grew up that way and i'm damned if i'll go out that way!!! He got changed to go out for the night, i've thrown his stuff out without bags into the rain, i love him but i hate him and this has to end