hi

I should not be on here, reading and writing blogs, i should be doing my course work which until today i have barely so much as looked at! It's due in tom, my printer has died on me, so now have to transfer it to my friends and print it off there. Mean while i've the dinner to cook the kids to entertain, remants of a relationship to dispose of and frustration at myself for leaving it to the last minute...again!!!

Woe is me, some may do their best work under presure but am not so sure about me, we shall see, i have completed most of it, just have to finish an essay which is the bit i'm not good at, rounding things off to a satisfactory conclusion (in that respect it's not just eassys) anyway best get on with it, wish me luck xx

haven't blogged for some time now. We had our weekend in Rome, it was great. Things got really heated between us before we went, we talked we went away, things were good. We came back and nothing had changed really, i feel a fool i feel like shit! We've shouted and screamed at each other, he's had his hands round my throat, he's thrown furniture around and i laughed in his face...sounds really fucked up doesn't it!! I won't, i refuse to be scared of any man, i won't be intimidated i don't care what they do to me, i grew up that way and i'm damned if i'll go out that way!!! He got changed to go out for the night, i've thrown his stuff out without bags into the rain, i love him but i hate him and this has to end