hi

I've already posted today, but i'm struggling with some feelings and thoughts at the moment (and the past few months) I'm not sure what i want from my relationship, or if i even want it at all! we've been seeing each other for 3 years, but we're so different. Its not always a bad thing, and we've had lots of good times. I just feel that lately what i used to like about him is turning into what i find most irrating! I find myself getting angry when he's around. He knows there's little things with me that make a big difference to my mood. I like a tidy house for instance, and he'll just leave things all over the floor, then have ago when i pick them up to put things in the bin. Says i have an ocd!! No, i have kids and don't want the tripping over his crap!! Seems like a silly thing to moan about i suppose. Right now he's down the pub, getting tickets to tonights celebrations, and all i'm thinking is do i really want to bring in another new year with this guy???!!

this would be my second blog, i really thought i'd get into this and be on it everyday....this is my second blog, and i signed up ages ago!! Well, lots been going on, can't sit at the computer tapping away (except facebook ho hum) I completly forgot about it!

I hope everyone had a fab christmas??!! Not looking forward to starting the much needed diet, have big plans (matches my knickers) gonna get into shape for the summer, which shape, remains to be seen.......